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Tuesday, 13 October 2009

  • Odd dream about Omar, my older brother.

    What do you make of this?

    At first I was in a building n Manhattan. I think I immediately got my job back and with a promotion. I don't know how I encountered Omar but before I did, I was making a doll. The body parts didn't match though. The skin color of the hands and feet and face were different from the rest of the body.

    So someone is chasing me. I'm running from this person at the bottom of the building. There's so many bushes around and I'm just hiding under them from every person. Suddenly, I'm in Omar's "territory" which apparently to the dream, wasn't a good place to be in. He caught me and took a knife. He grabbed my hand and slit my one of my fingers. He tried to go for the next one but I escaped. I was able to run. I head towards the building again and for some reason I was in an upper floor. I went in an elevator and attempted to go up but Omar sounded the alarm causing everyone in the building to leave it and the elevators to go all down. I tried to go through different exits of the building hiding in the crowd hoping he wasn't in any of them waiting for me.

    I made it out safely and ran into a shop thinking "Omar wouldn't find me in a place like this. It's all ghetto and he knows I don't like this type of clothes" I asked the guy at the register if I could use his dressing room to hide and use my phone. He mentioned that someone was looking for me. It was brought to my attention that Omar had been searching for me in this whole city before he actually got to me in the building. So I realize the doors of the shop were clear enough for ppl to see whats inside so I hide quickly behind the posters attached to the windows. And the guy at the register says "Is that him?" I look out and Omar was there rushing towards the shop. He tries to open the door but I wouldn't let him. I held it shut but it seemed like he over powered me.

    The guy at the register suddenly came in with a beaten up car and took me in his car. He forced me into the driver's seat and got out of the car. He told me to drive and drive. I hit the gas pedal but was crashing into everything causing the car to fall to pieces. Omar got a whip of his own that was much stronger and chased after me with it. I was hysterically crying because he kept trying to crash my car. My car only had the back wheels on and was falling more and more into pieces.

    What was weird about it is that Omar was after my fingers. He wanted to slit 8 of them. He only got to 1 and a half but I don't know what his intentions were. It felt like it was a game to him. At first he gets 8 fingers from me. Then 16 from other people. Then 32 from more people. At the end I saw a chart describing the kind of person I am, in fact it was describing my character in Crusade, Mia. But it was odd because she was described as a HE and it had nothing to do with her personality.

    I woke up. I fell back asleep and found myself playing the game myself but a more safer and less sadistic way of collecting my 8/16/32 I had a balloon and I thought that if I blew it up, I'd count my 8 by the people who looked at me whenever I popped it. then again and count every 16 and so forth with 32. I woke up again. It was really odd.

Saturday, 10 October 2009

  • Paranormal Activity

    I must say... I ALMOST SHAT MY PANTS.

    It's not bad for a budget of 7k and made in 7 days. There were a few parts where I just said to myself "Man.. :/ That shouldn't have happened" and there were parts where I  found myself staring at the screen as much as I didn't want to because it was so damn scary.

    By the way, there were parts in the trailer that don't really happen in the movie. Come on.... I wish movies didn't have to be that way because you're expecting something from the trailer that you're waiting in the movie and it just never comes up. The hype also dies down that way.

    Overall, this movie gets a 7. Highly frightening (I'm a pussy Idk.. haha) and there was a lot of effort put into it. It didn't look fake and there were no poor effects. There could've been so much more done though. The ending had a "Wtf? That was it? D:" effect. Haha

    This movie is only suited for chickens. :D Have fun shitting your pants ^_^

    to0dles


Saturday, 03 October 2009

  • Oh shaddap commenters.

    "Xanga drama is getting so old!"

    "So much drama. It's so tiring"

    "Oh god, stop the drama"

    "This is ridiculous. I'm tired of xanga drama! It's just a site"

    Damn right it's just a site. If you're not involved in the "drama" then stfu about it being drama. Whether it's obvious that it is or not, if it's not involving you, don't say stupid comments about being tired of "drama." YOU'RE NOT IN IT. SHADDAP. Laugh about it or something. Now you can use lol's without worrying if it's used correctly or not. <_<

    Whiny babies.
    Should I state the bigger obvious? :/


    lol I'm whining too. xD


Monday, 28 September 2009

  • RIP Bunny

    I didn't think I would have to be the one to sit throughout my rabbit's death. But I was.. because Alfonso doesn't care and my dad wouldn't know what to do...

    Anyway.. my dad went to feed the rabbits but Bunny didn't jump up to attack the bowl like he normally does with Mango. My dad asked me what could be wrong.. I honestly knew it was his time. I let him lay on my lap for a few hours and he wouldn't move. I let him lay on a high chair with a blanket for cushion. He was fine and dandy but just seemed to weigh himself down.

    He wouldn't eat or move. He was inactive.. wouldn't budge. I had some sort of hope though.. I tried to feed him some watermelon and he stood up and ate. I was thinking it may have just been his malnutrition that caused him to be so gloomy. But no.. it was definitely something else.

    By the way, it's a coincidence that the movie I saw yesterday, Grave of the Fireflies, related to what I was going through. I never thought about it until now. Seita fed his young sister watermelon just before she died (of course he didn't know she was going to) I fed Bunny a number of pieces of watermelon.. he ate it all but at the end.. just weighed himself right back down.

    Took a shower.. it's 8am in the morning.. I go back downstairs to check up on him and he's in the middle of the floor laying down. I took him upstairs and laid him on a blanket on my bedroom floor. By the way he laid and his dilated pupils... I can tell there was no hope. I couldn't take him to the vet at 2/3am in the morning... nor did I have money or a car to go to one at 8.. I had to sit up and watch my rabbit die. He laid sideways.. he violently shook as if he were a fish out of water and I held his head while gently petting it with my fingers wishing it would just end as quick as possible. He was in pain and he was struggling. I was crying. This rabbit was literally dying on my hands and I couldn't go to sleep and wake up to a dead rabbit, no... I had to be there.... He squealed one last time before going. I cried hysterically as I cradled the furry thing in my arms. It was painful.. but not as painful as his death.

    A pain in the ass this rabbit was.. a real big pain... but I still cried.


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    RIP Bunny. ;_;

    to0dles.

Thursday, 24 September 2009

DR44

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